And its a bright sunny day here, in Rio – 30C. (Cam mentioned its been raining very strongly in Whangarei)
Anyway, as I said, a bit of real winter weather would be nice. I mean, I feel sick and tired of the sunny summer weather all the time! There is no difference whatsoever. Its Summer ALL THE TIME. I am sick and tired.
Yesterday, at work, the supervisor I work with told me the judge isnt very happy with the other supervisor and she is really considering fire him and get me to be the new supervisor in his place.
When my supervisor told me the news, I started to cry. Because I feel scared and hurt with the previous experience I had as supervisor, at the court I worked for 8 years. There was lots of painful stress and agony…. At first, I told my supervisor that I wouldnt accept it. At second glance, after my supervisor and the director were talking to me about it, I decided to let things happen…. if the judge really wants me as supervisor, I can give it a go. I am not enthusiastic at all. But I just cant run away from a challenge without, at least, give things a little try, before I am able to know for sure I dont want something. Well, the judge didnt make a final decision about who will be next supervisor. I wont bring the subject myself. We will see what happens….. Cam and I could make good use of this extra income (supervisors get an extra R$ 2.500,00 on the regular salary – although taxes would take like R$700,00 of it).
Thinking about it too much now is giving me a bit of headache… I might as all go for a little walk and try to clear my mind.
And, also, I have been having such strange dreams lately. Absolutely spooky dreams. And when I wake up I feel strange.
Missing my husband very much…. We both downloaded OOVOO to our computers and its a very good option (even better as we can make conferences with our friends and it will be real fun!
Ok….. going for a walk and then having lunch at my aunties place.
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