Saturday Morning
Posted by Ana Lucia at 2:43 am in Ana's Musings...

This is my Saturday morning, November, 1th. Almost one month and a halth for my beloved husband to arrive here in Rio.Peanut Butter Billionaire Brownie by Baking Makes Things Better (4)_thumb[2] We will finally be together again. I just cant wait.imag3es I feel anxious and lonely and hurt without him, but we just have to be string and carry on because I know for sure one day we will be together for good and life will make things easier for us. Financial situation will be better and Cam and I will live completely away from his father control. Books4_zpsc2d9ee82

But, anyway, the important thing is that Cam will be here soon and we will have a honeymoon time and enjoy each other and do whatever we feel like. Together. This is the most wonderful thing. This is everything I want. This is what matters. Having Cam together with me gives me comfort and happiness. My world makes sense again. Its like “coming home” inside my own heart.cardiff-market-006

The weather is cool, rainy and, in a place like Rio, this means a very good weather (for me, at least). I had a very good shower and used those shampoos for very oily hair. Feel refreshed and good. I will have lunch with my tiwn aunties (as usual) and spend part of the afternoon with them (until its time for Cam to wake up and so I want to be together with him online. I told my aunties not to buy any Coca-Cola or any colas because I want to drink water. Colas are not good for your digestion. I like my aunties so much, but they just exagerate on offering Cam and I food and soft drinks everytime we go visit them. The thing is, I had 5 days of terrible headache last week and it felt terrible! I suffered so much! I nee to do everything I can to avoid that. Headache afects even my emotional. I feel completely miserable…. images

I have been ordering saladas for lunch at work and have been eating fruits (its quite easy to find lots of fruits any time of year here in Brasil and my father buys loads of them – have been eating specially pineapples, pawpaw and apples – yummy).  But I am not radical at all. yesterday we had a birthday party at work and everybody paid R$2,00 to buy two fancy delicious chocolate cakes. One of them was like mousse! I had a slice of each and I dont regret.Índice

Havent done any exercise though…. I thought about going for a walk today but its raining. Tomorrow is the day we go to the cemetery and bring red roses to my mother grave. Its awful, but just once a year, I can handle.imabges

Time runs fast.

I can post on Trade Me (New Zealand!) Thanks to my husband who is the coolest geek in the Universe!! I posted once so far, because I dont know exactly what to say and also I feel worried that people will find out I am in Brasil and probably have very different points of views and day to day routine… But ut feels very nice to be able to post if there is any subject I like.imagnes

I feel hungry but I will save the space in my stomach (and the calories) for the pastries at the aunties this afternoon.

I MISS my husband. I miss him every single second.izmages

Yesterday I came home from work and couldnt get in contact with Cam because he went out and forgot his mobile. I felt miserable!!!! And I exagerated, but I am missing him so much and needed to hear his voice and know he is there for me.Índice

Almost one month and a half now.imagesv

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