Finally!
December has come and its time for my husband and I have a little time off work and be together in our little holidays. Boy, I MISS him so much!
Being with him is my Xmas present.
I used to like Xmas a lot but after my mother died I stopped enjoying it. I dont like being forced to celebrate if I dont want to. This is how those family reunions are for me. I feel forced to celebrate.
Xmas to me is being with my husband, my father, my brother, my aunties or Cam´s parents if I´m in New Zealand.
Of course, its also time to count my wonderful blessings and being thankful from the deep of my heart.
But, anyway, speaking about being forced to celebrate. When I was in school I didnt like it for many years in my life because I was so shy and bad self steem. Also also the boys would make fun of me because of my big glasses and my braces. And most of the girls were quite posh and I didnt have all the things they had like a driver of a two floor huge apartment. I didnt fit in. Well, many years later the school mates decide to meet up and Flavia, one of the girls, finds out my phone number and calls me. They would meet in a reataurant for the old times sake. If I hated them than why on the earth would I like them now???? They have been meeting for the last 5 years by Xmas time and still send me invitation emails (I´m in their mailing list). I always think: “What the F?? I am SO not going!” And I never did. 
Something very ridiculous has been happening at my work.
I believe I´ve mentioned this before. There´s woman who works with me, her name is Claudia, and she is such a dangerous bitch! She and Silvia – this one has been fired recently – have been managing to harm Tessa (another girl from work) just because they think they can. Hard to explain in English. Tessa and Silvia were best friends. Silvia was always complaining that she had no money, she´s a single mother of 3 kids and struggle to pay her mortgage. So Tessa lent het R$ 3.000,00. Two weeks later, Silvia, who had the huge money problem, decides to get a full body sculpt (like body makeover surgery) which would cost her about R$ 10.000,00. Of course Tessa got pissed off and got Silvia to give her money back. Silvia ended paying her back (after a while) but decided to hunt Tessa down. Since that moment, Silvia and Claudia have been done all kinds of manipulation to get Tessa to be fired. Its imoral what those two are doing. The situation is quite bad after an article was published at the Union papertelling lies about Tessa. We will see what happens… Well only one week to go before holidays so we will see what happens.
I just finished watching Marley & Me. Really cute movie. Made me want to cry a bit.
Tomorrow is my Sunday – and our 3 years and 11 month Anniversary!!!
Well, I am SOOOO sleepy. I need to tuck myself into bed now.