Cozy & Happy :)
Posted by Ana Lucia at 11:32 am in Ana's Musings...

Hello readers.

I finally feel inspired to write, which is excellent, since I feel very grateful that my husband made this blog for me 🙂stay cozy winter-tiny-white-daisies

First of all, its cold. It has been quite cold for a while here, in Rio. I dont like the stinky hot summer weather, but dont fancy the cold one either. Why cant we have mild weather? If I had my husband here to warm me up, it would e a zillion times better!tumblr_lvlkq7xiwk1qkh3n6o1_500

To make things a bit worse, its Sunday evening. I never liked Sunday evenings (unless I am on holidays). Its depressing. And the radio staions keep on playing those discusting Brazilian songs. I HATE Brazilian songs (always knew I dont fit in this stupid country).cat by fire

By the way, for the ones who cursed me on my Bikram Yoga post: Brazil is a shit country!! And if you dont like it, go read another blog! Or go to hell. Whatever…

You Know, after a long time fulling myself to think I like certain things just because they are healthy, nice, blah, blah, blah…., the truth hit me: I dont like yoga, I dont like raw food, I dont want to be a green, let alone a vegetarian. And I havent been exercising for a while because I am NOT feeling like it. And the only workout I like are the Leslie Sansone ones. I also dont care about cosmetic brands because, at the end of the day, no matter how expensive or cheap, they will cause the same effect on you.

I want to eat pastries , sandwiches, pies sweets, chocolates or even salads with fish and steamed vegetables. If I feel like it.

The thing is, all this preasure I have been putting myself into is not taking my anywhere but getting me all stressed and frustrated.

Oh! How much time, money and energy I spent buying unecessary health food, clothes, accessories, DVDs, books, makeup, etc….. Clutter!!!!!! Arghhh!!!!

And, afterwards, feeling the painful void inside me….. because of spending so much time (and energy) trying to be somebody I am NOT.

Why is it so difficult to just let it be!

But I am living and learning. All those years………  I am recovering myself now. Changing subjects, my beloved husband sent me two most amazing animations: “Tangled” and Rango”. Amazing! Specially Tangled. Its soooooo cute and the story is absolutely delicious to watch. I´ve watched it two times now and I think I can watching again forever!!! Love it so much!

I´ve also download Biggest Loser 9 Season, Breakfast at Tiffany´s, Charade, Roman Holiday (yes, I think Audrey Hepburn is adorable), Mulan, Little Mermaid, Incredibles and Manhattan Murder Mistery (Woddy Allen).

Watching Woddy Allen New York movies makes me remember the wonderful trip I did with my parents and my brother to NYC. Good old times. The 4 of us together. In January it will be 12 years since my Mum died. Why?? Why, God? I dream so much with her. I think of her and I miss her so much. A very important piece of my life´s puzzle will be forever missing.

There are so many things I would love to do. For instance, a road trip with my husband. That would be such fun! I love road trips and Cam & I did some really nice in NZ.

I would like to travel with Cam to Disney World.

. I went there once, in 1981, when I was 14 years old and I LOVED it!!!  It was much smaller than what it is today, but I remember how wonderful that place is. I want to go back there again so much!!!!! Hopefuly my dream will come true.2LRDwgc

I have more than enough air points for me and Cam get airline tickets, next time Im in Auckland, I will make sure Cam and I go to Lan Chile office to make enquires about the air points. We must use them before they expire!!! Well, enough for now. See you soon, my very dear blog 🙂 hbtDICT

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